8.25.2004

I can smell your brains.

Goddess how i love that site....


go here: matazone.co.uk/theotherside.html

it's wonderful.

well---yay me. i just got my first assignment in for world lit--not only on time but EARLY! yeah, baby yeah! i also am way early on my art assignment, and as of tommorrow when i get my books i'm as good as done w/ history and anthropology. and tonight i'm staying up to start on the second and /unnecessary/ assignment for world lit, b/c if we do extra work and get an excess of 900 points then we don't have to take the final. and i don't want to take the final. who does?

so...what else...know i haven't posted in a while, and this once-a-week thing will prolly be normal for a while. i'm full-time college now and i do work and travel, etc. so i'm really busy.

updates in my life...

--play is almost over, so soon i'll be free again.
--life is really ironic and the gods of fate and karma hate me...as soon as i take a vow of celibacy, all these gorgeous and wonderful people who are attracted to me come into my life.... well, ok, there is one. but still. it's a first for me, ya know?
--my vcr started working again--randomly--so now i'm renting the X-Files like crazy and watching them like crazy. goddess how i missed that show. i want to own it all in dvd.
--watched blade runner night before last (monday). wtf, mate? there is supposedly some deep philosophical meaning behind it all, but i didn't get it. i'll have to watch it again...after i've let it fester for a while.
--what else...all proper english skills have left me b/c it's past 2 in the morning. i don't intend on sleeping tonight. so you'll just have to deal with the lack of capitalization.
--harrison ford was fucking sexy in his twenties--thirties. still is, actually. course, i haven't seen him in anything very recent, but he was /damn/ in Air force one.
--found some old home videos of my first and fourth birthdays, so i started watching them. and i started sobbing like a boy who's been kicked in the nuts. boys are such babies, i tell you. anyway. all the memories of my un/happiness came flooding back and i realized how fucking dysfunctional we were as a family. just sad.
--and that's it....


i'm going to go read antigone and do the dialectic on it....or do my latin homework, or sleep or something.


nighty-night
jag

8.14.2004

P...A...R...T...Y? Because I've GOT TO!

Yes, today, the 14th, is my 18th birthday. Now I can vote that idiot out of office. Yay me.

I work today, ironically enough...and I don't really mind, because if all goes well I can get to the tattoo parlour after work and get the Eye of Horus on my right wrist. And at dawn this morning, meaning I'm getting 2 hrs. of sleep tops, I'm doing my Dedication to Witchcraft. I'm psyched. But since my sleep is all screwy right now, I can't get to sleep until the time I need to wake up. i'm going to go take 5 sleeping pills.

mom took me out to dinner last night....she said that b/c i had to work on my bday, we'd consider friday the 13th as my bday. fine with me. double-goddess power on that day.

it's a new moon in leo on the 15th, which means....(gets book)....

"Courage: Moon in Leo

When the Moon enters the sign of Leo, that brave lion, the vibe is about courage, showmanship, physical arts such as acting, fertility, and power over others. Do you need to increase your own courage? Ask the Moon for help when She is in Leo. She'll have plenty to spread around."

Taken directly from The Complete Idiot's Guide to Wicca and Witchcraft.

Sounds good...I'm definitely in need of some courage right now.

and in numerology, my personal day number for my birthday this year is 5, the number of change. the number of the day in general is...5, the number of change. and my personal month number is 9, the number of fulfillment. yee.


okies, kiddies. see you next week, if i have time.

love and blessings
Jagged

8.01.2004

Much the Same

Happy Lughnassadh, world!

For those of you who don't know what Lugnasadh is, it's a Pagan holiday, and as I am Pagan, I'm wishing you a happy one. I have no idea what it's for---go look it up in a Pagan book somewhere. I'm not a flippin encyclopedia.

Been a while since I've updated.

News:

  • I'm slowly turning anorexic. It's wonderful. I'm starting to hate food. I won't worry for another 100 lbs.
  • My sleep schedule is totally whacked. I'm screwed, pretty much.
  • Work sucks.
  • School sucks. I may get a B for this class, which is fine. I just want out.
  • PUC does not suck but is getting better, slowly slowly. And Ashen, as you are officially a member of the group, news esp for you: CAMPAIGN COMING UP. Check the site. Here: http://www.geocities.com/puc_hi/index.html . go and do it now. i'm posting to the group later on.
  • I HATE THIS CLASS! did i say that already?
  • coincidentally love LAT. 100.
  • i need to go and do my class work, which is now 2 days late. however, he never posted a due date for this wk so i'm assuming there is none.

si vales, valeo

(lat. for "If you are well, I am well.")

JAGged