my resolution to publish only newsworthy things in this blog is ridiculous. to assume that my life does not hold seeds of rants that change minds was silly of me. which is not to say that i will be posting highly personal and frivolous things anytime soon, but i will no longer be ignoring this blog.
i've been doing some soul-searching the past...few hours. well, weeks, really. i haven't been at an inspired place for a while now; i feel like i've lost my connection to all that is real--energy, the earth, the goddess. i can't feel those things like the thrumming in my blood like they once were. that is either an indication of my getting stronger and needing surges of the energy to note it, or that i've been cut off.
i think it's the latter. i feel empty inside, and devoid of any energy. i keep on telling myself i need to get energized and start to change my life, but in reality i just don't care right now.
so i need to redeem my callousness. here i will speak. i doubt i'll be read. but at least i'll make the attempt.
i have recently discovered i am an indigo-crystal child (now adult). i think my powers were muted by the fucked-up-edness of my childhood. i'm going to be meditating to recover those lost powers. well, not lost. just....smothered.
i have also learned that maui is a point on earth that holds the essence of lemuria, the first continent (or pangaea for you scientist types out there). so if i could just get over the stress of 8 years of living there, then when i return i can do some earth/healing work. but it explains the attraction new agey/pagany people feel for the place. i used to down talk that attraction, saying they wouldn't feel it for alaska cause it's so cold up there and isn't "paradise". they probably wouldn't. i wonder how many people (like me) moved to powell river because they prefer the cold? not many, but that's cause pr is the warmest place in bc.
so, on to the title of this entry and how it relates. fire the grid is a website that explains it all. the long and short of it is this: on july 17, THIS year, at 11:11 GMT (3:11 am PST; 1:11 am HST), is when we need to 'fire the grid'. the grid of the planet. we need to send our loving energies into it for an hour at that time. we will "reset mother earth with a bioelectric surge of love from humanity". i know i'll be up at 3 am to do it. so will my mom.
you may not believe it, you may think it's a bunch of baloney, which is fine--i'm not trying to convince anyone. but if it's true? can you imagine the change? we could heal the earth. we could fix the problems we started. is an hour really too much time to try that? is it not worth your time?
it's been proven that humanity working together can accomplish miracles. covens probably get more magick done than solitaries. if every person on earth just stopped for this one hour on this one day and focused their love into the earth, i can't even imagine the good we'd accomplish. hell, if every person in one hemisphere did it it would make a difference.
whether or not you believe me or this or anything relating to this 'airy-fairy bullshit', give it some thought. what have you got to lose? an hour, that could be spent playing video games, or stuck in meetings, or rush-hour traffic, or being reprimanded by someone, or playing computer games instead of working. i think you get my point.
