10.03.2004

J is my favorite Letter

No, really, it is. So many wonderful things begin with J:

Jagged
My real name, which shall not be mentioned here
The name of my soul-mate (and some stupid spyware on my computer has turned this into a link to one of those fucking matchmaking things, which just pisses me right the fuck off), which shall also not be mentioned here for different reasons
Jocular
Janus-faced
Jugular
The Roman Goddess Jana
Jiggly
Jiggy
Jewel
Jules, a character from one of my books
Jolly
.........

and i went to m-w.com to find a complete list of the letter J, but the bastards no longer do so. Twitch.



in other news, i'm in so much pain right now that I literally wish to die. my ears---both of 'em---are infected, and for the past twenty minutes so and for the undefinable future, they feel like they're going to explode. I want to die. it hurts so much i can't think---i can't cry out. on top of this, i'm having gastro-intestinal pain like you wouldn't believe, or would want to know about. tmi, i know.


aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

that was my cry of pain that i won't articulate out loud.

yes. and don't go to my other blog. i deleted it.



i have to go scream in agony.

cheers,
jag