so.
i did not make it to 28. i got tired of playing and just had to quit. of course, it was last night that i discovered i could have gone back on and played till level 28 and then not played anymore, because my acct hasn't been cancelled yet by my acct-manager, ie travis, but i haven't gone back on because of my terribly addictive personality.
powell river is hicksville. but i still love it.
happy one-year anniversary, travis. you have until midnight to call me, at which point if you have not you are in big trouble.
this soup tastes weird.
and i've been meditating (word used loosely) on activism and what it entails. and being a force for change.
what if things must get much much worse before they can even begin to get better?
what if working for that future that we want when the revolution comes doesn't work? what if something else worse gets implemented, but everyone kinda goes along with it because after such chaos they want order? and at that point what if it would just be less selfish to go into hiding, so that when people really are ready for change then the ones who have the knowledge and power to make it happen are still alive?
what i mean is, when those who hate us who are different are in power, there is danger. would it be better, at some point (not right now) to hide, so we'll still be around when our time comes? so our knowledge will continue?
i read this book about a future where women are kept for purely breeding purposes and are called "fems". the rulers of that society are men, and they love one another, and homosexual relationships are the norm. the fems remember the truth about the past but never fight back, because their main concern is survival of the species.
maybe our main concern should be survival of the knowledge needed. survival of those who will lead us out of darkness.
i don't know, i'm just rambling at this point.
so signing off...to eat dinner.
|j|
