Electronic Flip | M-Seven

I was just thinking how I should save my entry to Microsoft Word when it got deleted.



GOD DAMMIT. >.< style="font-weight: bold;">50 Questions I've likely never answered!


1. What's your favorite episode of Sex and the City?
The Robot Chicken Golden Girls spoof of it.
2. What's a big misconception about you?
That I'm a nice straight girl. ;)


3. If you could have a free pass from your SO, is there a celebrity that you wouldn't say no to, if they wanted to sleep with you? :
Jack Black. Or Angelina Jolie.


4. Have you ever taken an anti-depressant for its intended purposes?
Yes.


5. Do you like your neighbors?
NO.


6. What are the last 3 CD's you've listened to?
Uh. Whatever's on iTunes?


7. Have you ever had sex with more than 1 person in a single day?:
Ew.


8. What's the last food/drink purchase you wanted your money back on?
Uh. No clue.


9. Who is your favorite DAY TIME talk show host?
None.


10. Do you like "big boy toys"?
Maybe?


11. Do you sleep with your closet door open or closed?
Can't sleep, clowns will eat me.


12. Have you ever used sex to get your way in a situation?
No. That's what my boyfriend does to me. :D


13. What type of Church do you attend?
Nature.


14. Would you rather have a bucket stuck on your head or a bucket stuck on your hand for 24 hours and why?
How long would it be on my head?


15. Who did you copy this from?
7onders.


16. What is the last dead thing you saw?
No clue.

17. Do you like playing Trivia games?
Sure?


18. Can you skate on roller skates?
No.


19. What are your favorite animals?
Wolves.

20. If you had to either milk a cow for an hour or shovel cow poop with a large soup spoon for an hour, which would you choose?
Milk a cow. Done a goat before; should be easy.

21. Do you know anyone in the military?
Probably.


22. Which finger could you do without?
None.
23. Have you ever slept out on the beach before?
Not at night.


24. Do you think you've ever been abducted by aliens and just had it erased from your memory?
No, I was left here by aliens.


25. Do you know anyone who's name starts with an M who makes you laugh a lot?
Makana!


26. Do you think you would look good with a bald head?
Only if I were skinny. :(


27. How much do you pay for hair care products when it's time to buy more?
A lot.


28. How often do you go to a salon to get your hair done?
Every year and a half.


29. In 5 words or more, how would you describe the person you copied this from?
Remember, remember, the 7th oneder of Blogdrive


30. Do either of your parents have any tattoos?
Yes


31. Does your significant other/crush have any tattoos?
No. :(


32. Do you make yourself cry to get out of trouble?
No.


33. Do you believe in Secret Society's?
The Secret Society's what?


34. Do you have a bad temper?
I have a temper. Bad/good is a matter of perspective.


35. When was the last time you used the restroom?
Half an hour ago.


36. Would you rather have the ability to make time stand still and start again at your whim or to be able to fast forward time and do things over?
The first one.

37. Do you know your significant other/ ex significant other's mother's name?
Yes.


38. Do you remember your first crush's middle name?
I don't think he had one.


39. Did you used to play with all the neighborhood kids when you were young?
Sure. We played kidnap the beautiful princess then rape her in the tower. With ropes. This TOTALLY doesn't explain my current BDSM relationship.


40. What's something about feminine hygiene products that doesn't make sense to you?
WHY ARE THEY SO UNCOMFORTABLE OMG.


41. Is there any movie that you have never seen but will NOT watch no matter what?
Those Christian Apocalypse things.


42. Do you worry about burglars?
Ham-burglars.


43. Have you ever had real thoughts about suicide?
Yes. I've even attempted it.


44. Would you ever name your dog Mr. Barky Von Schnauzer?
*bursts into laughter*


45. Why do people name their kids things like Apple, Tulip, Peach, Diamonds, etc?
Because they're retarded.
46. What casino type card game do you do well at?
None.


47. Have you ever wanted to swim in a pool of Jello?
It would feel nice.


48. Have you ever physically hurt an object out of anger?
Yes.


49. Do you have a friend or family member who has a septum piercing?
I don't know....


50. What do you think of these shoes?

Pwetty. :)

Breaking News

Didja hear?

I know! Totally crazy.

Lol, actually, no. Ashen and I totally called it. Didn't we?

And in other news, that blister could be more than an allergic reaction. I don't want to say more until I know for sure, but if you could keep me in your prayers/send some healing energy my way, I'd sure appreciate it.

I'm supposed to be leaving Hicksville tomorrow and I'm no where near packed. And the dog took himself for a walk, so he may end up in the pound tomorrow. Fucker.

Gotta run and do stuff.

Nharg.

So that burning I felt?

Allergic reaction.

I have a blister in a place one should never get a blister.

So much pain.

Not fun.

Waiting for Dr to call me back and let me know a) what it was he used and b) what can I do to fix it? Because the cream I got from the other Dr is almost gone, and it hasn't made the blister go away.



AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGG!

There's a good reason these tables are numbered honey you just haven't thought of it yet

I just got back from the hospital. Had a Mirena IUD (intrauterine device) put in. Yay for contraceptives! Non-yay for the incredible pain I'm in.

Luckily I was sedated and slept through the whole procedure. However, I reacted badly to the prep fluid (lube, basically, and to my cunt it feels like the "tingling sensation" lube from HELL), and was completely nervous about a) the needles for the IV, and b) the tampon of DEATH applicator for the IUD. Which is why I'm glad I slept through it. :D

And my lovely co-worker agreed to work tonight for me. I owe her big-time.

So from now on (the next 5 years) I not only don't have to worry about pregnancy, but also the progesterone on the IUD will make my periods lighter and possibly make them disappear all together.


YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY.

Off to relax.

*skips off to play WoW*

ZOMGwriting

So I have joined NaNoWriMo, even though I have no computer of my own right now and probably won't by Nov. 1st.

But we all know I'm crazy.


Now I must find a plot and some characters and oh yeah a setting.

Not to mention the computer.


In other news, Immanence is weighing heavily on me. It shouldn't. I've totally stepped back from it. Or rather, I would have liked to do so. I want to turn it over to my mom.

I began as editor for the mag. I was also the website creator. That's been since turned over to Corey, my business partner. I hope to pass editor onto my mom. She's better at it anyway.

I have more to rant on this subject but now is not the time. So I'm going to grind to 34 on my Draenei Hunter and then maybe post some more.

Or not. Time will tell.

I've become so numb

Dear Dad,

I got your message. I suppose I can see how it could be construed that I want you to buy me a laptop for no other reason than to game. I mean, obviously, all I've ever done my whole fucking life is video games -- I've never gotten straight A's in High School, I've never graduated with more credits than needed because of the hundreds upon hundreds of hours I've spent in theatre, I've never been Eaton's Calendar Girl (no thanks to you, I may add), I've never held a job, I've never started a magazine, I've never started to write a novel, I've never written any poetry, I've never published a book of poetry, I've never made any films, I've never been into films, I've never had a lead role, I've never multi-tasked as actor and tech crew for a play, I've never worked hard for anything, I've never accomplished anything in my life, because I've spent all my years playing video games.

Travis too, actually, we're both big bums who just sit at home and play video games while leeching off our respective sets of parents. I certainly don't work 12 hour shifts in the liquor store and he doesn't work full time at the mall -- both of us for minimum wage. We're not in a long-distance relationship right now and so in need of some other way to unwind after work aside from the comfort of each others' arms. There's no reason for us to enjoy video games at all -- we could be doing something more productive, like killing older people in their homes then committing arson, while high on meth, then fucking right there next to the corpse for the rush it will give. That's definitely more productive than a few hours of WoW; I don't know why I didn't think of it before now.

I can also see how you would be so tired of paying for things for me -- after all, it wasn't my broke mom and oma who paid for my school laptop a few years ago, it wasn't my broke mom and oma who paid for my trip to La Jolla, it wasn't my broke mom and oma who paid for my course in Adobe Dreamweaver and Illustrator and then the software to use, it wasn't my mom and oma who supported me through college and high school, it wasn't my mom and oma who put me through the modeling course that gained me the prestige of Eaton's Calendar Girl, it wasn't my mom and oma who have been behind me every step of the way.

And of course, university students nowadays don't need computers at all to do their work, they all use typewriters. Any graphic design or website work I may get paid for wouldn't be done on a computer -- we use our pure psychic powers for that nowadays, not computers and software. And it's not like I'll have to type up my novel at any point -- I hear tell some company in England accepted a manuscript in longhand on paper napkins with beerstains.

And of course, it's not like you can afford it. I mean, it's not like you spend $3000 when you need a new suit. It's not like $4500 for a laptop is reasonable, when said laptop is state of the art and would have anything I could possibly need for university and work.

I know, dad, I'm just totally crazy.

I mean, how dare I ask you for something like this for my 21st birthday? It's not like I turn 21 only once, it's not like it's a milestone for me, it's not like you've never given me anything except a pair of nice shoes and a bunch of emotional scars, it's not like you owe me anything.

It's not like I ask you for material items because I know you'll never give me what I really want. It's not like you'll never give me a father's love.

So if you ever hear through the grapevine, dad, that I'm graduating with honors with a BA in Theatre, that I'm getting happily married to the love of my life, that I'm wildly successful, making tonnes of money from my various accomplishments -- if you ever hear of any of this dad, then don't bother coming to the ceremony, don't bother dropping me a line, don't bother trying to meet your new extension of family, because like all my other accomplishments, it won't have anything to do with you.

And I won't waste myself on you any more.


Take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you