4.18.2010

I need you now

JV introduced me to Lady Antebellum and India.Arie today. New music loves. 

Well, I talked about EAT in my last post; I won't be going, because money is so tight. I'd really like to have a life where I can do the things that are important to me and not wonder where my next meal is coming from. I don't want to be rich. I just don't want to be so mind-numbingly poor. (I didn't go to Spring Mysteries, for the same reason and more -- difficult to explain here, so I'll save it for later, and Innocence and Immanence).

I've been sick for a while, and depressed off and on. This is standard for me. I just need it to be summer already. 

Regarding summer: moving back up to Powell River, and mom is planning on getting a bungalow built in the backyard for me, so I can have my own space. I already have a job lined up as a barista at a local new cafe. I shall wear my Questionable Content shirts and become a real-life Faye. (Though not really, cause I have to not drive away customers.)

In September, after labour day weekend, I'm going to move down to San Francisco. For school -- going to apply for a transfer to SF State for their theatre program -- but also because I just feel I have to. Intuition and tarot cards are all telling me to do it. 

Anyway, I'm off to design the bungalow using Google SketchUp, and perhaps do my homework. Or sleep, as it's 3 am. 

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