11.23.2010

4am and I can't sleep

It is really cold here right now. It's snowy and windy and I -- I am freezing. I cannot sleep, I am so cold. I also am dealing with a bought of insomnia. Depending on how long I'm up for, I may try and pull an all-nighter with naps throughout the day. Which sucks, but I do have to be up early to take the cat in to the vet's for her spaying appointment, so I can't afford to sleep in.

I am really hoping school is closed tomorrow. I'm sick, and I do not wish to really leave the house unless it is necessary. Also I want to, I don't know. Write or knit or something. I've been feeling a nudging lately to do more writing, in blogs, or my novel. I just never have ANY FREAKING TIME but whatever, work is good too. I do need to get in 15 hours before the 1st if I wish to make rent.

Of course, getting paid the money I'm owed would be nice too, but I'm not holding my breath. (Someday, I'll never ever have to talk about my financial issues again because I won't have any. This is going to happen. I just have to work hard and be patient.)

Anyway. Want to hear what's awesome? What's awesome is that on Thursday morning I get to pick up my boyfriend from the ferry terminal and he'll be here till Sunday evening (I think). That's what's awesome.

Even if Thanksgiving dinner doesn't happen this weekend (which it may not, finances/time/health being what they are), even if I continue to get bogged down under my SAD (which, hello, acting up again), even if anything else happens that could potentially suck -- my boyfriend will be visiting me this weekend. As he makes me happy in a million different ways, this means my weekend will be awesome.

Also, I found my favorite dairy-free ice cream at a nearby Save-On. Reasons to celebrate, people. You have to keep looking for them and holding on to them, or you'll be so mired in the muck you'll forget what it was to be dry.

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